I am packing...putting winter clothes, books and CDs into a box to send back home.

Very familiar look of street, smell of street food, noise...give me different impression now.  I will miss them all. 

Yesterday I went for swimming with Paola.  She is also facing now a problem that she can not do anything and only the time can solve.

We are both sad and frustrated lately...so swimming is a good way to reduce this stress and feel refreshed.

In the cold water...I swim non-stop for an hour getting things in order in my head.  I always feel better after swimming.

Paola and I talked for a while after swimming how the life sometimes doesn't go the way you want and how we feel now... and how we are worried for futures...

We just speak out...and we know there is no answer, but somehow we feel better after that.  It is better than keep things in mind.

And after I talked to her, I thought that everybody is holding some kind of problems....and my problem is not too too bad....at least I am healthy, I have found someone to love, and I have friends to support me.

I will stop to be so pessimistic about the situation.